July 1, 2009
Dear Satsvarupa Maharaja,
Please accept my respectful obeisance’s. All glories to Srila Prabhupada!
Thank you for asking me to be your friend. I remember the good old days and I’m sure you do to. I have not seen you since 1977 when you came to see Srila Prabhupada in Sri Vrindavan Dhama. We have not communicated for 30 years so I take your friend request as an act of fate.
I think I can help you with your headaches. Both the symptoms and maybe the cause. To cure the symptoms I find that Pranayama is very healing and energizing. The breath of fire and many other forms of breathing exercises are available widely in books, youtube and the Internet. Let me know if you are interested to try and want more info. on it. I hope you get better soon.
Some say that you are in total Maya but I think after reading through your website that you are still trying to be Krsna Conscious. You went to Vrindavan earlier this year and that says a lot.
I honestly think the cause of your headaches is that you have disobeyed the order of the spiritual master, the 3rd offense to the Holy Names. You know you were the one who asked Srila Prabhupada the questions at the GBC meeting on May 28th 1977 in his room in Vrindavan. You asked how initiations would go on specifically ‘after his departure’ and he answered that we / you, should initiate as officiating acharyas, or ritvik priests, after his departure.
In 1978 I wrote and sent you a long report on this and other pastimes and instructions from Srila Prabhupada in the last days. I was thinking that you would of incorporated it into your Lilamrita; but you didn’t. You left out months of the most important times. When I asked you why you did not use my report you said that it had burned up in an office fire. And you wrote the opposite in your book of what Srila Prabhupada said to do. So this is the big mistake that has severely affected the movement. We need to fix this as soon as possible.
Devotees still look up to you and it is not too late; better late than never. You and I and many more and more devotees know the Truth behind this and we need to fix it for the benefit of all of us.
Just look at the shining example on the hill; the Bangalore temple. They are the most influential and successful temple on mother earth. They follow Srila Prabhupada’s instructions for a ritvik initiation system so they are cooperating very nicely so much so that they have got the attention if world leaders including President Obama. I went there a few years ago and was awestruck at the amount of pilgrims, thousands, that come everyday to get the mercy of the Lord and His devotees. Some of my good devotee friends just got back from a trip there and are raving about the Bangalore Temples success in so many departments, book distribution and Prasadam distribution especially. It almost brings us to tears to see such success when the rest of the temples in the world outside of India are not doing quite so well. That’s why Srila Prabhupada so intelligently ordered the ritvik system so we could keep him in the front and center and cooperate for dynamic success as is the case in Bangalore and now spreading all over India. President Obama has asked that they spread the Prasadam distribution program to Africa also. Let Krsna Consciousness spread like wildfire with one original guru, (many siksa’s though), original books and Prasadam distribution. You are one of the causes of it’s delay but you can be one of the causes of it’s return. And if you try to convince our GBC Godbrothers and sister(s?) of the Truth of the matter we can fix this and help the golden age of Lord Chaitanya really take off. It is the Divine plan. Let’s be on the right side of the waves of that powerful ocean of devotion.
I hope you keep me as your friend and we can work together to fix this for Srila Prabhupada and his devotees. Thousands have been and still are being cheated out of Srila Prabhupada! Thousands have left the most important movement on earth because they felt cheated by fallen so-called gurus. Prabhupada said if he is fallen, he wasn’t a bonafide guru in the first place.
I have been trying to meet with the GBC for 30 years about this as I am a witness to these events but still they say they have no time to discuss it. I think if enough if us, like you, request them, they will open up to a meeting on this most important issue. This will cure your ill’s better than any pills.
Thanks for considering this and thanks for being a friend.
Hoping this meets you well,
Your servant,
Gauridasa Pandita Dasa
Chant HARE KRSNA
And your life will be sublime!
Dear Gauridasa Pandita Dasa
Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila prabhupada.
Thank you very much for your letter to Satsvarupa, which is right on top. You have correctly analysed his Problems, comming from disobeying the order of his spiritual master.
Satsvarupa is continually lying about the truth of Srila Prabhupadas Ritvik Order, thus causing his mental derangement.
Satsvarupas sickness and headaches come from him suppressing the truth. They are self-inflicted.
This is something that many devotess suspected for years. The current ISKCON leaders are living a lie, which is probably one reason why, as a group, they are having so many problems with their health.
Even the Karmis know this. Deborah King says: “what you hide can hurt you”.
Please read: http://www.harekrsna.org/gbc/sats-truth.htm
25 years ago, she had cancer, and after working with a hands on healer, she went into remission. This experience changed the course of her life. “We get sick if we hide the truth”, she said.
If you don’t process your feelings, they get stored in your body and fester, sometimes leading to a full blown disease process, she stated. “It’s the lies we tell ourselves that do the most damage,” she added. Truth Heals: What You Hide Can Hurt You.
Millions of us live with chronic and debilitating pain or disease, and sadly, that number is growing every day. In Truth Heals, Deborah King, explores the relationship between the suppression of truth and how this later manifests into pain or illness.
Using her years of experience as an expert healer, Deborah King creates a roadmap for people to learn how to recognize and release emotional blockages, share truth in a safe and healing manner, and unlock the power of truth without reliving negative experiences or causing more harm. Through client histories, celebrity profiles, and her own remarkable journey, the author demonstrates how anyone can release deep-seated layers of denial, fear, and anger in order to heal the mind and body.
Truth heals. But how? And why? And what good does it do anyway? Plenty.
Telling the truth is about freedom. It is about joy and peace and health and living a life that is meaningful, powerful, connected, and loving. Ultimately, telling the truth is about feeling good in your own skin, unencumbered, free, and having the life that you want to live.
So why do lies so often seem nicer, tidier, easier?
The truth is often uncomfortable—because so much shame and guilt are attached to it, because it has been suppressed and left unspoken for years.
The truth is a force of such magnitude that it demands to be known, one way or another. If buried, the truth will push its way to the surface. Denial or suppression of the truth will manifest as ill health, dysfunctional relationships, or financial problems. The truth does not remain silenced or suppressed comfortably. It may take a lifetime, but the truth will win out. As any good detective will tell you, even dead men tell tales.
MY LIFE OF LIES
We cannot live a lie and have peace. We cannot live a lie and have joy. True peace and joy are manifestations of living our personal truth. As my story and the stories of thousands whom I have treated make clear, everything that happens to us is stored in our bodies and the energy fields surrounding them. Ultimately, health and healing happen only when a body/mind/soul wants, needs, and is ready to face the truth. Even after a lifetime of suppression, a body/mind/soul that is willing to release painful secrets can heal itself, a family, even a nation. What ultimately saves us is what we were certain would kill us—the truth.
Look how miserably Satsvarupa looks like and how happy Deborah looks. What a big difference. Satsvarupa can learn something from Deborah by being truthful and getting cured from his madness.
Didn’t Srila Prabhupada tell Satsvarupa to be truthful? Only a devotee who speaks the truth is really happy in his heart. Krishna consciousness is blissful, says Srila Prabhupada. By looking at Satsvarupa we can understand what wretched soul he is.
“We get sick if we hide the truth” That is so true that lying to yourself will make you sick. In fact people who identify themselves as “animal lovers” while they are eating a hamburger don’t consciously see the hypocrisy, but their subtle body logs the lie. As a result they develop disease. I’ve been telling my neighbors that they should raise the animals they eat and then kill them themselves. If they did that, we’d probably have a lot more vegetarians and the beginnings of truthfulness.
WoW – the Karmis know better than Satsvarupa, the great guru?
Your servant
Urdhvaga das
Jaya Radhe,jaya Krishna,jaya Vrindaban….
Yes Urdhvaga prabhu speaks the truth, we can see that in our own life, and if we look around us, we find that principle in all kind of cases. Wy so many gurus get deadly sick and look missirable and wretched, there can be only one answer, the dont follow Prabhupadas order,
they dont follow the ritvik-vada way of peace and harmony,
as Srila Prabhupada whanted them to do, yes this is truth!
Yust have a look at Acaryadev and Acaryapad, they look happy to you ?